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if it's being too hard for you, sige na, tama na. tahan na. hindi na healthy ang ginagawa mo (yaak health buff.).. don't be too hard on yourself. you don't have to rush things.

pero alam mo, ang mga nilalang na gaya natin ay biniyayaan ng kakayahang maging matibay.. matatag.. kung gugustuhin mo lang.. kung kakapit ka lang. kapit ka lang sa Kanya. and somehow, things will fall into place. everything will be alright. do you still believe in this?

half of me wants to believe that i just can't help you change.. that maybe you should just wait for your own time.. that you should just let go and allow yourself to be who you really are.. but half of me can't stop believing that you CAN. na kaya mo yan. kayang kaya mo yan.

sorry.
R13apr07.

convo with gfj-oldie

You said: yo jeric
jerichopacaba: haha.
jerichopacaba: ano nangyari?
You said: di ako galit. bakit naman ako magagalit?
You said: huh? nadisconnect ako..?
jerichopacaba: haha.
jerichopacaba: i dunno.
jerichopacaba: nagpakwento ako sau one time tas nagoffline ka bigla.
You said: huh? eh.. hi lang ata nakuha ko sa yo nun e. haha.. sorry..
You said: wala, nadiscover ko lang yung 'hidden feelings' ng crush ko na excrush ko dati sa somebody.. hahahaha.. wala lang. kwentong mababaw.
jerichopacaba: kwento mo na.
You said: ano? yun na nga yung kwento.
You said: haha.
jerichopacaba: haha. sino nga?
jerichopacaba: i dunno who exactly.
You said: kaw. any kwentos?
jerichopacaba: haha. wla nman.
jerichopacaba: kaw muna.
You said: ehh.. wag na. or hulaan mo.
You said: ehhhh.. kaclose mo e.. so.. hahaha.. XDDD
jerichopacaba: joriel parin ba ito?
You said: nope XD
You said: semi kiddy crush lang.
jerichopacaba: hahaha.
jerichopacaba: sino na ito!?
jerichopacaba: di ko rin kaclose si ramdass.
You said: hahaha.. crush ko to dati tapos nawala tapos tundun.. hahaha.. XD
You said: sorry.. kilala mo naman ako.. umuulan ng crush minsan.. XD
jerichopacaba: hahaha.
jerichopacaba: sino nga?
jerichopacaba: ako ba ito? haha. joke. asa pako.
You said: haha. nahh. not ramdass. friends na kami. di ko na sha crush. *think: kid. *
jerichopacaba: hmm...
You said: shet!
jerichopacaba: haha. bakit?
You said: haha. sorry dude, no. tapos na rin kitang maging crush. haha times infinity
You said: haha. for some reason naaaliw ako sa conversation na to.
jerichopacaba: haha. i know.
jerichopacaba: i was kidding.
You said: err.. bakit what? (sorry, di ko nakikita ang tinatype ko. i am using improvised YM.. XD )
jerichopacaba: haha.
jerichopacaba: ebuddy.
jerichopacaba: kopya meebo.
You said: haha. feeling ah.
You said: beh.
jerichopacaba: hahaha. i was joking.
You said: well, yeah. ayaw kasi ng meebo dito. at lalong ayaw idownload ng pc ang ym.. so.. ill have to settle for this. ._.
You said: oo nga, joke lang.
You said: din..
jerichopacaba: haha.
jerichopacaba: sino???
You said: guess. i wont tell.
jerichopacaba: u're mean.
You said: i know.
jerichopacaba: haha.
jerichopacaba: then do something about it!
jerichopacaba: haha.
jerichopacaba: alam mo, namimiss na kita.
You said: aww.
You said: naks, nanlalambing si jeriq!
You said: miss na rin kita. lagi ka kasing busy.
You said: hmmf. tactics lang yan e.. hindi ko pa rin sasabihin kung sino.
jerichopacaba: hahaha.
jerichopacaba: i'm just saying the truth.
jerichopacaba: hahahaha.
jerichopacaba: hindi noh.
jerichopacaba: galit ata sakin si dani.
You said: haha. cge na nga, i believe you.
You said: same here.
You said: haha. UP escapade ulit! bago tayo maging official UP people! XD
jerichopacaba: haha. tara!
jerichopacaba: kaso magsisingapore ako ng isang linggo.
jerichopacaba: sa tuesday!
You said: kelan ka ba ulit dadaan sa pisay?
jerichopacaba: haha. tuesday.
jerichopacaba: holiday bukas eh.
You said: o, so? may magshooshooting nga ata bukas sa school e.
jerichopacaba: haha. cge. punta ako.
jerichopacaba: anyway,
jerichopacaba: haha. ingat ka ha?
jerichopacaba: bye and God bless.
You said: ngek, pupunta ka na? talaga? pupunta rin ba ko?
You said: hehe. opo, mag-iingat ko. ikaw rin. okay?
You said: God bless. happy easter.
jerichopacaba: haha. happy easter,LD]
jerichopacaba:
jerichopacaba: yep, pupunta ako sa pisay.
jerichopacaba: joke.
jerichopacaba: wag pla.
You said: ngek.
jerichopacaba: wlang mrt bukas.
jerichopacaba: sa tuesday.
You said: haha. cge na nga.
jerichopacaba:
You said: tuesday, up escapade tayo! cge na? or something.
You said: (shempre ang haba na ng pahabol messages.)
jerichopacaba: haha!
jerichopacaba: ya!
jerichopacaba: pagkatapos ng clearance ko.
jerichopacaba: haha.
jerichopacaba: cge. bye at God bless.
You said: bbye.

aww. i miss this dude. :D haha. naaliw ako sa conversation at nilagay ko naman dito. kamusta naman yon? :D ohwell, freedom blog ito.

ampanget talaga ng walang YM. improvised na lang lagi. hindi pa nya pinakita sakin yung italicized lines. kelangan pang i-reload. pfft.

R08apr07.

bliss

"i still like you."
shit. fuck you man, fuck you.

+ + +

okay, that was a nice intro. XD haha.

wala lang. ive been looking at these pics online, random pics from random sites owned by people i know, karamihan grade school friends. at andaming pics na either mukha sila nagkkiss, may pathetic attempt na i-kiss ang camera, or nagkikiss talaga yung mga tao. well, siguro lips-cheek type lang, pero.. for one night, i've had too much kissing photos. what is it with those pics? sinusubukan ba nilang mang- seduce or something? (and if that's a yes by the way, they are not being successful.)

eck.

+ + +

horray for two weeks of bliss. may this last longer than forever.

R07apr07.

the beginning of vandalism

isang vandal sa dingding ng kokote.

alam naman ng marami kung gaano ako kabilis magupdate ng blog pag nasa bahay lang ako. ay shet, summer na, so mas malala. and im tired of flooding my own blog (yung sa tabulas, my favorite lungga.) with super senseless entries. i mean, senseless entries are okay, we all get that sometimes, but SUPER senseless entries can be tiring, frustrating and disappointing. plus ansakit sa mata.

so i have decided to make this very wonderful blog, ang 'isang vandal sa dingding ng kokote' na ang tanging purpose sa mundo ay ang maging imbakan ng mahiwaga kong rants na super walang kwenta at yung usual flooder (ha?) entries na wala nang ibang sinabi kundi "wala akong masabi", "wala akong magawa so heto, nagttype." at "nakakasawa na ang gumawa ng entries pero sige lang."

gets mo?

sa madaling salita, walang kwenta ang blog na to. kung gusto mo ng walang-kakwentahan, well, this is the place to be! welcome, bored one. :)

R07apr07.